slacker turns mugger (:

2009-08-01T08:44:00.000-07:00

Everything had changed.
it wasn't used to be like this.

2009-07-08T09:36:00.000-07:00

1 month since i last blogged. many things had happened since, lazy to list them all. june holidays just flew past without noticing and mye's are over. most results are back already, with "wonderful" and my "best" results i ever got. Got C for maths, S for chem, U for bio. econs not yet get back but it's surely a big, fat U, as 90% of cohort failed to what i heard.

gonna buck up and take this mye as a wake up call. need to study much much harder now to not retain and do well for promos. considering to give one last shot at promos and give myself one more chance to study H2 bio, but if i still fail, next year i will be taking H1bio le. hope got ppl drop with me luh. hoping to pass at least chem and maths confidently in promos and at least an S for econs, to make up for my sure-fail GP and get promoted to j2. wish me luck and hope i could hang on and not lag behind like term 2. jiayous to everyone who did badly for mye! we shall work hard together and make sure we make it up in promos!

2009-06-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

Famine camp was fun!
gonna upload some PHOTOS soon (:

2009-05-12T05:07:00.001-07:00

NY trip cancelled yet again, and i think its the final already. now i got 2 more weeks to "study" for mid years. however, i still have ISLE! i simply love the camp, had so much fun, especially the lame games and gossiping. im now officially more gossipy coz stick too much with my clique le. anyway, i made a few great frends during this camp and was quite happy! (:

had a long day today and reached home at 8. resulted to eating cup noodles for dinner as i got no time to finish my hws that shud be done ages ago. super busy nowadays. got some workshop tmr for health rep, and got soccer after that. i would surely be dead tired by then and i got no time to study for my maths test on thursday. hope i dont flunk that badly for this test or i will be depressed!

2009-05-11T08:48:00.000-07:00

0905 rocks! (:

2009-05-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

NY or China?
new york trip most likely postponed to december holidays. and it surely clashes with my ISLE trip. i want to go both but if i want to choose either one, its really hard to make a decision.
okay, its like who dont wanna go newyork and enjoy life if they had the chance?
but then i feel going for the isle trip will gain alot from it, the planning process and the time spent there with the children, bringing joy and laughter to them, is v meaningful and will gain more satisfication than going to ny. i think i have to think for a v v long time before i can make a choice.

Busy like always, sleeping at 230 isnt that fun after all.
totally stressed out bytest results, pi, gpp, doing proposals, tons of tutorials.
i need a break and im super looking forward to june holidays.
maths, bio test next week, hope can manage at least a pass.
on a happier note, there's isle camp this fri-sunday and there's no sch on monday! (:

hope i can hold on and not give up.

2009-04-26T09:12:00.000-07:00

jc life is so tiring and im afraid i could not take it.

weekend - played soccer, swam and most of the time doing pi. next weekend will also be spent on editing final pi. my pi got rejected and i changed my topic to conservation of food. spent hours in front of com, and luckily with the help of few others, i managed to complete it. another hectic week ahead of me, soccer after sch on monday, doing econs after sch and meeting tuition mates and kelvin ng on tue, wed spent mugging and thursday doing gpp draft1. friday is labour day and it shud be a day out with 0905! (:

finally soccer training starts tmr, hope its as tough as last time, so i could train up my 2.4km. and I heard there's some swine flu outbreak, hope it doesn't affect the newyork trip that im going in june!

2009-04-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

this week wasn't that great, got scolded,slacked chionged hw. and i think im bit siao as im applying for the isle china trip, which will take up alot of my time. really hope i could get in though. its not for the sgc, but it really interests me alot and i guess i like to do these stuffs, helping others is meaningful.

today was special, everything went quite smoothly. bio prac was okay, got selected for health rep, and played frisbee during pe. we went kopitiam for drink and dinner after pe. first time going as a class seh. and heard they are going out next fri as its labour day! (:

Life's simple, u make choices and u don't look back.

2009-04-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

School was long, tiring for these 2 days. totally flunk my bio test and was quite down and discouraged my some remarks made by some teachers. I didn't know some jc tchers so look down on weaker students. got back my chem test results yesterday, got 18/30. but got suan-ed by my chem tcher lar.

i got 18/30 and its " Great! I'm very pleased! "

chee kit got 20/30 and the remarks is " below my expectation of you. you are capable of much better. "

wth lar, its like super kan shuai me lor. combine chem cannot take H2 chem meh. nvm i gonna pass my promos and not let her laugh at me.

its cca day tmr so i will end at 230. and i do not have cca. finally an early day! wooooooots (:

2009-04-13T07:04:00.000-07:00

wish me luck in surviving 2 years of hell in jc and not retain.

2009-04-12T09:03:00.001-07:00

it would be a miracle if i pass my bio test tmr.

2009-04-11T08:29:00.000-07:00

its been a hectic week, tests, hws, tutorials and chionging of pi. thanks to good fri, i could have a little rest. went soccer with 4g ytd, went dhoby to eat pastamania and movie-ed at vivo. i just miss the times when we are together, having so much fun with them. i hardly had so much fun in jc as its super busy nowadays and i still do not have good frends in jc except for marists. watched fast and furious 4 , dinner and home sweet home.

studied with dean today for a while in sch and phoned my mum to fetch me after that. she said okay then after i got in the car started kpkb lar. wth lar its like not willing to fetch me say so lar in the first place, no nid kp so much. i just cant stand her at times, so unreasonable and always thinks she's right and dun allow me to argue back. fk sia.

and i got bio and econs test again on this week. need mug again tmr ):

2009-04-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

i have to wake up almost everyday this week at 630! ny meeting today and tmr, extra econs lesson on wed and lesson on fri all starts at 730. gonna die due to lack of sleep lar. 7am is like the time where some of my frends sleep and they wake up at the time i end sch. so envious lar, if only i chose poly from the start. after i got my results i only had jc in my mind, ruling out poly totally. since i've made my decision, i will not regret and will perservere the 2 or 3 years in jc (:

michelle tan took 2 of my colour earsticks today and talked to me nicely bout some stuffs. i think i shall be guai from now on and put transparent earsticks in sch. she said that she catch my earstick everyday coz she still cares for me -.-

anyway, maths test was okay, chem test was kinda doable for me despite the lack of time. pw was slack as usual as i had not even start on my pi yet. deadline for draft on thurday and i gonna try start later in the night. chinese was tc (talking cock) session and went str8 home after that. asked my dad to fetch me coz im too tired to take bus.

gonna get an hr sleep before my dinner. bye~

2009-04-02T03:29:00.000-07:00

Today was a real bad day. totally flunk my maths test, failed to understand most part of chem lecture and totally cant concentrate in econs tutorial. luckily, maths class test tmr is postponed to next monday. if not it would be worst.

went back MARIS STELLA with some 4g ppl to collect olvl cert and testimonial and saw quite alot of teachers. i just don't like my olevel cert as there isnt any A2s on it ): slacked in mshs and helped kow yew kiat with some stuffs and off to dinner. i really missed my sec sch life, had so much fun back then. like what lsp told me today, maris stella is much better and relaxing than jc's. i totally agree with her lar! i really missed the time when i play soccer everyday in sec2, chionging pool and lan in sec3, going singpost to eat every other day in sec4. card games were once an addiction, especially big2 and bridge. anway im in jc now, so i just have to focus on my work and not think too much bah. hope there's time in the future to meet up with sec frends often bah. someone pls organise soccer and outings when everyone's free (:

anyway this part of my testimonial that makes me laugh, coz i doubt it's even true at all.

"Blven is a conscientious student who is not afraid of putting in the extra effort to achieve good results. he has the ability and maturity to approach any problem analytically and logically. his understandin and grasp of concepts have improved remarkably during his four years in the school. he tirelessly strives to do his best. his leadership skills in group dynamics draw alot of students to work with him. he does not believe in giving up and never teries of asking questions whenever he is in doubt.

Blven takes great pride in his work and always pushes himself to complete his work on time. the decisions he makes show his maturity and instead of worrying over failed attempts, he never gives up trying. he has the ability and a way with words to express his views clearly, both verbally and in writing.

Blven is very mindful about how how to speak and behave in school and in public. he does not fail to have a smile for everyone. his cheerful disposition has earned him many friends among the pupils and teachers alike. he dedicates a great deal of his time to his schoolwork. blven is not one to be found lacking in knowledge or compassion."

too good to be true eh? how i wish i was so good. (:

2009-04-01T06:06:00.000-07:00

Im tired. jc life is real tiring. sleeping an average of 6hrs a day is really not enough for me and i'm struggling to stay awake during lessons. now, even coffee everyday has no effect on me ):

anyway, its gonna be real busy from now on. i got maths test tmr, chem test next week, bio test the following week. dateline for draft of pi is next thurs and i have not even thought of the topic to write. was slacking the whole of pw lesson today. we had to write gp essay today and i simply have no idea how to write. wrote the introduction only and stoned till end of lesson.

And i simply dread the feeling of going home alone and being alone in an empty house. i don't know why but i just hate being alone, and feeling so lonely. i will be v down when im all alone. i just need someone to accompany me and be there for me ):

2009-03-26T10:49:00.000-07:00

Its 2 now and my first lesson is at 730 ):

gonna get my 4 hrs of sleep now.

nites.

2009-03-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

this was the bag that me and dean bought ytd. same bag, same motive, which is to kp our tcher. i know its kinda childish though. (:

2009-03-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

Small shopping spree and 100 dollar gone.
lime green mercurial,socks and a small little bag.

2009-03-20T05:07:00.000-07:00

I'm totally screwed! was at home whole day stoning and cant concentrate at all. jona/jeremy was playing dota beside me all the while and i'm constantly distracted. totally not productive at all today. gonna mug tmr again ):

anyway here are some pics taken on wed, a day out with MARISTS!

2009-03-16T07:54:00.001-07:00

I doubt im having HOLIDAYS! woke up late at 720 and ended up late for the project anagement workshop. had to go sch by bus as my father is enjoying life in genting -.-

the workshop was boring to the max, and was yawning throughout. my group was all marists as usual, and only me and st are doing work. kit and kett were slacking, like always? oh and my father's laptop battery sucks. in 5 mins, the batt went from 60% to 5%. gonna bring mine tmr. hope im not ending up doing everything with st again (:

AND i just realised something. jc ppls are also not that guai. today tuition, the one in front of me pierce left ear and the one beside me pierce only right ear. i think im considered v v v guai le, especially with my short hair now (:

2009-03-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair, like FINALLY! I think if mark goh still say its still long, i have nothing to say le (:

2009-03-13T07:47:00.001-07:00

ANYONE WANT HELP ME FIND AND PUT A NICE BLOGSKIN? (:

Im lazy and too busy to put a blogskin. so if there's any kind soul that would help me pls tell me (: and im dead tired right now! had friendly with the tcher's team and we won 4-0 but i didnt score. got hit hard in the stomach followed by some trips here and there. played the full first half though im injured before the match. wasn't at my best and lastly, im not selected into the 20 for a div ): not really too sad as its kinda expected already.only like 3 or 4 j1s selected i think. Grats daniel for being selected. hope i will be strong and stay in soccer.

have to wake up early again tmr as i got an interview tmr in sch for the econs trip to usa. not really confident bout the interview though. i think i gonna pool, cut my ugly hair and repair my phone tmr. long wanted to do all these things but totally had no time. the holidays are here but i guess it would be spent in sch or mugging. think will at least slack and go out 1 or 2 days if there's anyone who jio me out (:

gonna sleep soon bout 1130? it had been ages since i slept before 12. jc is really tiring!

2009-03-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

I have no idea why teachers in nyjc simply loves to find fault with me -.-

2009-03-07T10:30:00.000-08:00

3 hrs of soccer resulted in my whole body aching. hope it will recover fast (: reached home at 11plus after CH bbq and woke up at 6 for today's sports carnival. In the end, it was cancelled due to a heavy rain. what a waste of time!

I didnt know where my class went and ended up sticking with Dean's class. was quite wierd as i only know yy and dean. played pool and i deproved alot. long time since i last played at parkway le ): yoshinoya-ed with joy at tm and home sweet home to do my huge pile of hw. wasted most of the time chatting and stoning in front of the lappy, and finally finished my pi. Gonna do my mrp and tutorials tmr and hope i could concentrate (:

its almost 3am now and im still watching soccer. pimples will grow soon )):

2009-03-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

I hate CT LESSONS! it sucks totally and its boring. was caught using phone in class and phone got confiscated for a few hours? (: didnt run during pe today and discussed bout the pe project -.- wth lar pe also got project de.

Judo was fun today, choking ppl and also being choked at the same time. however, due to much persuading by daniel and much thinking, i guess i still think im gonna stay in soccer and endure all the training to improve (: i starting to miss the tough training already!

Alevel's results out tmr.GOODLUCK to all taking their results tmr, especially my sister! hope u could get ur 4As and get into ur course u wanted. awaiting the good news in school tmr ((:

2009-03-03T06:32:00.000-08:00

Quick post before i go study. Its gonna be a busy week for me. especially when i have maths test & econs quiz tmr. i have to submit my application for the econs overseas trip by friday i have yet to write the 150 word essay. pw due on fri and mrp due next fri. havent started at all (:

My phone just died and it cant be charged or on as the battery is flat. gonna get it repaired on sunday if i have got the time. and and and and its really hard to choose between soccer and judo. i got to try get my revision done quick and i have some thinking to do before i sleep tonight (:

-i guess i should'nt have cared so much from the start

2009-02-28T20:41:00.000-08:00

Awoke thanks to the loud talking in the living room. and as usual, lied on bed and continue to sleep (: As i was looking through my tutorials and notes, i just realised i got a huge pile of hw awaits me which are due mostly tmr? i guess i have to mug as much as i can later in the day. i didnt want to mug today but i think i dun have a choice...

Finally set up my printer on friday with the help of jonathan. now i can print all my notes/tutorials by myself and not trouble others to help me print or lend me to photocopy. I still havent thought of the significant event in 2008 for the mrp which is due next fri. i seriously need help in the 1000word essay )):

I sent my phone for repair last week and it still didnt repair the connection part. i still have much difficulty charging my phone and listening songs. guess i have to use back my small tiny puny ipod shuffle. lastly, im looking forward to tonights league cup final, MAN U vs Tottenham. i hope it will be a great game.

off to mug~

2009-02-28T06:20:00.000-08:00

Although i do not know wad had happened, i just HOPE everything will be fine ):

2009-02-27T19:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was ck's birthday, so 0905 went canteen to celebrate and sang songs for ck and ying min. HAPPY 17th BDAY CK and enjoy ur 2 yrs in jc (: Finally, 0905 looked more and more like a class and slowly become more united.

It wasn't a really good week for me. quite alot of hw and revision to do this weekend too. am i guess i really have to mug everyday to catch up with others as im born stupid. ): ytd after celebrating ck's bday, pw group went to library to redo our mini-project. i guess it still looked like shit compared to other groups with beautiful drawings. wanted to go out at night but stayed in sch to watch bball frendly. cjc vs nyjc and we lost by 2 points. soccer-ed a while and went home (:

im going out soon to study at centre point starbucks i guess (:

2009-02-25T02:02:00.000-08:00

I HATE EARLY LESSONS! i hate reaching sch at 730 especially when my first lesson is chinese. i think my chinese deproved alot and i starting to struggle with chinese. im like one of the weakest in my class lar. im supposed to hand in my chinese lian xi by today but i didnt know how to do. so im looking forward for wu lao shi to complain to my ct (:

today, pw tcher pon lesson and didnt show up so we slacked in the class for an hr. after that watched some documentry for gp and it was end of lessons! ended at 230 (which is super early), but had to go lt4 for some drum performance. after that went home alone as i have nowhere to head to (:

its raining now and i cant play any sports so i guess i have to stone at home and do my chinese. and i think nyjc soccer is playing against srjc now. gonna find out the score tmr but i can predict that nyjc sure lose again de. that old ugly stupid brainless tcher-in-charge sacked our best coach that day. now im thinking of leaving soccer and just join judo with dean and yuyin (:

off to stone~

JC! (:

2009-02-24T05:28:00.000-08:00

0905

4g 08

fred, shaun, me

I suddenly have the urge to blog. (: its like half a year since i last blogged in my livejournal.
this pic was taken few days ago when we went nlb to study. i guess i will be going out to study quite often from now on. its like the 4th week of jc life since the start of sch.

Im in nyjc now and i slowly getting used to jc life already. reaching home at 9+ or 10+ on 4 out of 5 days is really tiring. first week of sch was acedamic orientation and it really sucks. went to boring lectures learning almost nothing. 2nd week was orientation and i got to know my class. i think most of them thinks im bit pai or anti social. but actually im not (:

I didnt really like my class at first and sticked with dean's class. but now i kinda slowly like my class le so i hope i wud have good frends soon (: hope 0905 will be as united as 4g 08. im still meeting with 4g frends for soccer and study sessions now and then and hope we wud keep in touch forever!

lastly before i sign off, i really cant decide which cca(s) to join! judo or soccer or dragon boat.
any ideas?